sometimes i just can't help but to feel self centered. no. in fact. i'm self centered. because i know that the most dependable person is no one else other than.. yea.. you guessed right. myself.

experienced the joy of running once more. maybe at the cost of others. dist running just let me know more about the others. it's so easy to tear of the facades of others. in a matter of 20mins. 5km. as compared to life; which sometimes, only make you know that person after an event. which what? may be years?

i guess i just feel down. but i know i'll be alright