The first week of school and I have difficulty adapting. maybe it is because this is the one time after so long that I've learnt to relax during the holidays.

Do you ever remember the things your teachers once said to you? especially on topics with regards to dreams and ambitions? don't you hate it how they sugar coat everything and just tell you what it will be like only when you succeed? why didn't they warn us about the consequences of failing? or even the percentage of people who can succeed?

and just as i was about to give up. my recent encounters seem to be hinting me to stay on. is this a sign?

Lectures all about introduction this week. not that sure if they will even be tested. telling us all the prospect in the industry and etc. and i wonder why but every time when i hear their speech, it just gives me hope to be able to stay on in this industry only to realize that the trade off is just big and virtually impossible.

found it difficult to have HTHTs nowadays though it's not as if i really need it. what the use of opening up to people when most of them can't even understand? i don't need a listening ear; i'll speak to the wall if i ever need one. i need a guide. someone mature to advise me. an adult

if only life's that simple