Sunday, October 02, 2011
[12:48 AM]

got played out by people once more. well.. not really played out but just treated like dirt. just wondering how many more times does this cycle have to repeat before I learn my lessons. smiling like an idiot and pretending it's alright.

one of the reasons why I hate being social

noticed that i get stars from strangers frequently. no idea why. but it just lead me to realize how tone down I've become. if it's a fight you're looking for. i welcome it.

"I really don't like to start fights
But I guess sometimes, I gotta be the bad guy
Thats why...

No matter where we go
Everybody says we start trouble...not true
It's just...Everywhere we go trouble seems to find me, I know
Everywhere we go they say we're violent I know"

taking the passive stand and going with the flow. well.. at least it prevents conflicts but it just fucking sucks.