Sunday, August 28, 2011
[1:13 AM]

was just having this random thoughts after the end of ifg..

do people tend to eat more when they feel empty inside? empty as in not literally empty. Is that why most people binge when they are unhappy? or is it how 'hungry ghost' comes about? emptiness and hence the need to feel it up with things..

just a random thought though..

but i was just evaluating what i've been doing all this while and to be honest.. i don't know what i can achieve by doing these things.

it all just seem so... useless

maybe some of you may think that 'happy can already' but isn't it as if one is living a life without aim?

just like how i saw some team taking photos happily or celebrating at the end of the whole event when they know they've lost utterly.. if you're mentality of just having fun? why not do it in the playground? or do it for leisure? what for spend a good saturday under the rain and being pushed around?

play to have fun? who are we trying to kid? that's just a cheap way of self comforting