Thursday, August 04, 2011
[12:01 PM]

just wondering why did i quit being a sportman. the intensity, the brotherhood formed during trainings and games; could hardly believe that i've put them all down. was it because of the lack out encouragement or lack of support from people around? or the lack of opportunities? injuries are not the reasons for sure.. it can wait till old age or maybe i'm still training to wait for 'that day'. was really pumped up after catching Nike's commercial on youtube


and i guess i'm real foolish for leaving the scene which i love. maybe this is the time to get back.

this summer has been a great one well.. better then the others which i just slog my ass off for a simple paycheck. i've actually join some school camp as a senior and i'm quite sure the returns are better then the paycheck.

it actually made me more 'grown up' and experience abit about parenthood (no. i did not get anyone pregnant). i'm actually surprised about just how bonding with the freshies and building up an OG could lead me to realise things that i've overlooked in the past.

making new friends and realising some aren't even worth keeping, knowing to put down things that don't deserved to be carried around or... burdens.