can't deny tt my life's is in a mess (as usual). holding 2 jobs but increasing the stakes this time; simultaneous shifts within a day. having doubts if all of this shit is worth it in order to get a bigger bike. sacrificing a shit load of things
call it a problem of ego. i can't stand myself riding small bikes even though there's no problem doing that.
finally a break from lecture notes. but results coming soon and i'm really not sure how will i fare. will my efforts be reciprocate?