less then 3hrs before my next paper
things' not looking good. not the paper i mean but with life. set my resolution but instead of fulfilling it, it seems to be going at the opposite direction. running less then 5km and having a near blackout, slping for more then 8hrs a day etc. it seems like the day of apocalypse is nearing. except that i'll be the only one involved instead of the whole world. everytime i open my wardrobe,i see those dryfit tees i got in running events. made me have the urge to go competitive running once more but maybe this is just the part of my wishful thinking; especially when my knee hurts even when the weather turns cold. i do hope it's not rheumatism. i'm too young for it
nothing to expect anymore in school. what the profs say are just bullshit and full of hypocrisy. well. maybe not all. and maybe they are also victim of the system.