55.35. that's the digits read out to me when i came in for my 11km run. considered quite a feat factoring that i've not had a decent run for ~2mths

my life's know can be compared to a candle burning on both ends. I think i'll die prematurely =x. been sleeping late and drinking quite frequent for the past week thanks to some events.

went to club dolls yesterday with some fellow collegues. the population makeup of that place is as follows: 80% males 20% females... out of the 20%, 80% is their hired workers/dancers while the remaining 20% were brought by their guy friends. was quite amused why girls would look at girls -_- as i think the main attraction of that place was the act cute ah tiong bus who just ghost around toasting to people with green tea and maybe a bit of alcohol.. too bad mines 100% coca-cola and seriously.. the slang is a major turn off -_- dance? nothing much compared to what most will see in a club. but nonetheless, its a pretty good experience.

I guess most people would have seen in tv shows that the audience would usually 'diao hua' meaning to tip the perfomers in terms or garlans or money tags. they would they exchange the tags for real cash. can see that most of them just dance for the sake of money. just some soulless shell vibrating on stage.

the singer's aren't spared either. the live band's good there with lucify's singer as one of the lead singer. friendly fellow i would say. too friendly to reject any drinks from the audience. maybe it is too, for the sake of money. imagine offending them and not receiving any tips. that really sucks. he had a couple of really strong drink as i saw the proportion of the mix. he's a great sport after all.

currently on duty right now. was walking around the training school when i came across their notice board which the trainees would pin up their dreams. to be honest, i wasn't disgusted by what was posted up there but instead it just brought a smile across my face. dreams such as 'being rich, being successful' etc. it's just like the dreams most of us once have 'to be a doctor, lawyer' etc but was gradually lost due to the experience we had in life. maybe it's good to start having a dream again..