I dreamt that I was been recalled back to tekong again once more; thrown into the ridiculous life of a recruit again. only to wake up frantically and checking the time to see if I've missed the penguin ferry...

maybe that's retribution for not being disciplined enough to wake up at 5am for my jog.. yea. my alarm clock rang, i snooze it, thinking i woke up and changed and was prepared for the run until my alarm clock rang once more. I guess that's the power of the mind...

another crazy week passed by. some things were found while new things are lost.. and due to some new scheme, more and more people are leaving force.. oh well... 5 more mths!

call me paranoid but i think many people are after me.. well. guess that's pretty convenient to throw all the shit on me. especially for those beh kan higher ranks who just know how to wear a PT kit and walk around... waste of tax payers money...

was out for some carnival today just made me realize the different side of someone. well.. there was 2 diff people who asked for the same thing. raffle tickets. but one ass just wanted for himself. another one was someone who had his kids in mind all the time. using the tickets not for himself but for his children. even on his car, he was thinking about them...

something from one of my fav band