finally got a decent pair of earplug.. and i mean decent. metrofi. didn't know music can be so full and didn't know that I've missed out the good parts of a music... maybe i should re-listen the music all over again..

this new year just seem kind of weird. with no grandparents anchoring the family, no one bothers to turn up anymore. oh well. should have expected it.

i must say that I'm really burnt out these few days. with so many poop dropping at one go. currently on some investigation case with no leads. kinda sux. i do know the purpose of appointment as an IO but with nothing to start on, it just sux..

interviewing witness is easy but churning up the reports and collating statements.. never mind..

and the countless parades. the hrs of practice in exchange for that few minutes of pride. and how the enciks increasing the pressure on us by constantly reminding us of how we are actually representing the country..

maybe I'm just tired.. which explains the rants...

to rub salt to the wound, i was about to give up running when some god damn asshole just enrolled me for the AHM. Can't really run anymore. my knee's screaming every time i start yet. I just don't feel like giving up.

so many things just happened or all a sudden or maybe I should have anticipated them.



God and Girl

Lord, I'm breaking
Please undo these chains I've placed upon myself

'cause she had everything
And everything's what she took
Now I got nothing
But you'll be my second look
I was leaning on her beauty, skin deep
Now I am waiting
In this hollow, dreamless sleep

I fell away into the wonders of her face
I traded you in for her temporary grace
Try to understand that I have a heart for you
But I am just a man
And I know it's no excuse

She came to take me away
And I was blocking out all you had to say
And though I lost her love I found my way
All at the price of a little heartache

The more I come to find
She always said "you're on your own"
And so we lived a lie
And together felt alone
But in you I could confide
To lay me down when I am weak
And lift my eyes past the pleasures people seek

She came to take me away
And I was blocking out all you had to say
And though I lost her love I found my way
All at the price of a little heartache

She came to take me away
And I was blocking out all you had to say
And though I lost her love, oh how I've gained
All at the price of a little heartache

And though I lost her love, oh how I've gained
And though I lost her love, I found my way
To you