sometimes, its more painful to receive what you don't deserve then to not get the thing u wanted.

because of some reason, the encik passed me twice for my SOC even though i failed my low rope and this maybe part of a reason why i got the platoon best as well as crossovered.

bunk mates have told me off for being so foolish for trying to destroy my chances by informing the encik but i was just wondering... what's the use of getting it when you know you don't deserve it? i serious wonder what are the morale values of people who failed ippt but tried to geng that 6 pull ups by jerking jumping or whatsoever shit and in the end they're so proud of themselves..



oh well... one things off my new year resolution but another thing to be added...

1)PASS SOC...

but i must really thank this asshole 'Sebastion Yeo Kok Peng'... haha.. since he was the one who made the staff sergeant notice me when he arrowed me to be the route relay ic and making me suffer during the run.. haha..