POP-ed~ feels so weird to go to public places during weekdays

so many things i wanna do within the block leave;meeting up with friends and catching up. but i guess those who knows me will know that i hate leaving impressions.

to be honest, till today, i have no idea how deep is the impression i've left on others. i'm afraid that one day, i may end up saying 'hi' to them and getting the reply of 'you're?'

i guess that's why i've chose the easy way out of not building any PR instead.

9 weeks in army... not so much bonds are created. though alot have been created but lasted only for a couple of hours. everyone's using each other to reach their aim. hypocrites and childishness. all of which SAF have failed to change within the 9 weeks of training..

oh well.. hope unit life would be better