wonder who was i to kid when i told people i don't have any pleasant memories from my secondary school days. was chatting with the others a couple of days ago and i realise how dumb we were. monkeying around during recess. it's definitely something i remember but just hidden but i'm glad i remembered. getting into trouble and all sort of stuffs.

feel really himbotic nowadays. all about dressing up myself but i just notice how superficial i am. totally forgotten my way. screw people's impression _1_

after 2 consecutive days of hanging out with the pack, it somehow ignited the flame within me. from one of the worst player to a average player in the pack. now i've been reduced back to one of the noob players. nevermind~ i shall start climbing back to the top again~