I know it is not a good time right now since it's the new yea soon but i am really really really peeved.... there ain't a single response from any of the organisation I've emailed nor have I received the reply from someone crucial. maybe getting a job as a lab assistant can get me a place in uni but what can? nus or ntu? going for honors? what the shit is it man... they seriously need a test to gauge student with their ABILITY to learn. not from the BACKGROUND.

and there I am worrying what i'll end up like in a decades time? the salary i'll be earning and if i'll even manage to land myself a job and there. the other person was dropping hints trying to get my attention.......

damn. 18 more mins and i finish my duty as a fillial son before i get to bed.

last word before the new year,

FUCK THAT