life's full of discrimination i guess... been waiting for tuition assignments but i guess i'll be having none since i got a D7 for english. better go for the SAT and O level english retest before i get enlisted.
been listning to mtv most of the time online since there ain't any games interesting enough for me to play. kinda cool with the tvuplayer but most singers are side streamed so it's pretty hard to get their albums =(
back to this blog... as everyone can see, there's a new layout. my girl drew it. did away with all those stupid intros and links. just take it as someone anonymous blogging or better still; don't read it since it's boring. this blog ain't like the others filled with pictures. i do admit that there are alot of things that i see but they're mental images and i have no means or ways or know how to describe them. i guess if i could drew well, i could have better expressed myself since this images are from my point of view. just read Gilbert Arenas' post bout his injured knees, really admired by the way he's able to express his thoughts just like ' The Friday after the surgery was just torture because my manhood wouldn’t let me take the pills. I wanted to do it without the pills because I didn’t want the pills to take away the pain and when I say it kicked my butt ' read more at http://my.nba.com/forum.jspa?forumID=400032200. well what can i say? i'm me...
been looking for a morning based part time job so that there's something motivate me to wake up early. i can't even wake up at 7 on non-school days. went to the cafe cartel job interview this afternoon but ain't holding up much hope. maybe it's just the weather; decreasing my rate of metabolism and making me wanna hibernate.
things aren't looking good at sports too. think i'm sick? no idea. signs of flu yet not the complete signs. just feeling plain lethergic and a rise in body temperature. tried doing some easy run but it ain't easy at all. its alright at basketball wise; though i can't seem to run the way i used to but at least i'm recognised at the neighbourhood CC. made some friends though i know that they're just acquaintances but it still feels great to be accepted by people.
still trying to pick up guitar. but i'm still at G and D chord. getting better at interchanging between the two chords. people may ask why i'm picking up the guitar but all i can say is that i'm not good at singing or drawing? just take it as another of which may/may not allow me to express myself
lastly
received some brochure from NTU asking me to apply for their scholarship. did it. but hope i won't be needing it. hoping to make it to NUS instead. Next tuesday's the AACR poster presentation. hope i make a positive impact on the judges; may need them and my PI for my testimonials if i hope to get to NUS. nevertheless, i know i'll be discriminated for my 'O' Levels D7 results again. so its back to retest. oh well... what can i do? isn't it human nature to discriminate?