has anyone ever wondered? why, for the 2 seasons of Sg idol, the winner is from a particular ****? words have been censored for fear of treading on racial issue, but it is not, just an observation i've made. sometimes we think the second runner up is better and i think all the thing about viewers voting is pure crap. notice the largest **** among the asian idol? yea... imagine a non-***** singing, all the votes that he/she/it is gonna get are those from his/her/its countrymen. however, if you put in the similarities, people from other countries may vote for your countries idol too. i guess that's how practical people are. they just wanna win. it's not that the champion ain't any good but that's just how things are. it doesn't matter if you're good at your own group, people wan someone who could appeal to the majority.

being in my own world of thoughts, i alight at the wrong stop. ok. i know i'm going to alight at the wrong stop, but i did it any way. it's pretty good; ambling aimlessly, listening to the songs playing from the mp3, with the chilling surrounding. there's not much to do any way. no one's at home. been idling for the past few days even though report's due in 4 days. not motivated to do anything, wasting time on mmorpg, fiesta online to be exact. it's all under the influence of .hack and this world. i don't mean to just escape from reality, but instead, being in a world that you believe everything is possible.

raining for the past few days but i don't really mind. haven't been playing basketball for a while. still vacillating on which to choose. but i don't mind the rain since i wasn't doing anything outdoors. went pacific coffee @vivo to chill out, the breeze was perfect, no idea if its due to the rain or because of the land breeze. the sea looks great but the whole image was being tainted by the port and the construction work they're doing. went home after tt with the rain beating melancholically on my umbrealla and waddling through the puddle of water

just had an arguement with dad a few days back. i know his intentions of being afraid that i'll be conned. but actually, i don't mind. some nice lady has finally given me a chance. the pay's meagre for a job like that but i don't mind. i seriously don't even mind working for just the travelling expense. i just don't wish another kid to be like me.

Dashboard Confessional - The Shade Of Poison Trees lyrics


If you knew,
What I know,
Would you try?
Before your time
Has run on you
And worn you down

Would you know,
What you desire,
In your heart?

If you knew,
What I know,
Would you try?

Is there time?
Is there time?
To follow just one desire?

Is there time?
Is there time,
To follow your heart?

Dress your wounds
Test your strength
Face the night

Crave the touch
Feel the pain
Know the signs

Is there truth,
In your pain?
You decide

If you knew,
What I know,
Would you try?

Is there time?
Is there time?
To follow just one desire?

Is there time?
Is there time,
To follow your heart?

As we lie
In the shade
Of poison trees

Are we as safe
As we let
Ourselves believe?