juz wondering

how long more am I gonna live

as what uncle joe told me..

he said it was tough for him to chnage trades

as he is already 50

he is giving himself at most another 10 years

to live

10 years...

how short is that?

he told it's coz he does flip through the obituaries section

and he notice that the average life span of singaporeans is approx 62 yr old..

so this means i've only 42yr more to live?

shit..

better start doing what i love now

and..

would there be would day

I'll woke up from my deep slumber..

realising that it is just my 'O's?

which means the events

2 years after that

are all just dreams?

the people i met

the things i encounter

are just dreams?

gosh..

sometimes i feel like a character inside sims

like the matrix

we are just data

=.=