basketball...

think this is a noun

that have not been appearing in my blog for quite some time

a long long time

been raining for the past few days

finally got a chance to touch the basketball this morning

just a few shots,

a few lay ups..

and my body can't keep up

had a match against a yr 2 NTU student

beat him 11-8

damn..

the result shouldn't be that way

base on his skills

i could easily control the points

concedining less then 5 shots...

seems like i'm neither here nor there

people say i'm like the water

i adapt easily

i guess that's because

i don't have a sense of belonging

i don't have a site of anchorage

so i just flow wherever the waves bring me

wondering why am i saying all this?

the 1 on 1 match

made me realise

i can't solo

neither can i do teamwork

maybe that's because

i didn't focus

or

specialise

in a thing?

there are things i want

alot of things

i chose to do all of them

and yet i couldn't manage

leadding to the state

I'm in...