wheeeze... another week is almost over... now listening to the voting results... acherly already noe roughly.. is only to see how many seats the opposition tio own...

so on wed...did terrible for appraisal.. concentrated too much on battling.. wanted to prove YLS how good i am.. but only to make a fool outta myself.. when i realise about it, the game almost ended. played too cowardly. tink i'll juz receive a lousy grade.

thur.. went home after sch. UT totally suk, tink i'm gonna flung it

fri.. lab session, put on the lab coat and goggles for the first time, look for so retard. did UT, which i'm most probably gonna flung again. took a cab down to work.. chat with the driver alot on politics from gomez to blahblahblah.. haha... dunno wad came over me.. i actually tipped him... business was poor... did choc mousse for mom.. alot of bloopers, since it's been eons since i made something... the last time i did was in sec 2's home econs? lol.. broke the whisk, spoiled about 4 eggs? and made a whole lotta mess... but thx to me.. got egg whites + yolks to eat... i planned it hor.. haha... =P. did flyers later on till 1.30am...

overslept.. so din get to play bball.. woke up at 10 -.-... went to pariss buffet to celebrate mom's b'dae.. wanna go to esplanade's popcorn to get nightmare b4 christmas items.. but no time.. when to collect the choc mousse b4 going home...

met up with ______.. walked around __ and caught a movie... had _________... chatted alot... no idea why.. tink i speak too much le... sent her home...


tink i love having slow walks.. gives me the time to tink.. when sending her home..i kept toking... bringin in conversation..i realise how scared i am... scared of quiet, being left alone.. no idea why... sudden sadness tt somehow overwhelms me.. guess i'm tinking too much again.. suddenly felt so empty once more... felt so lost..

dunno wad to blog anymore.. felt so gun niang.. felt so vulnerable.. i wanna protect myself.. but it seems i lost the defense ring around me....