Haha… another blogpost done first on micrsoft words… cannot use too little/much dots coz this stupid program, when copied and paste to blogger, alien language will surface…

So finally went back to work after ‘a week’ of break… my secret is gonna get leaked out… nothing serious also… it’s just that I tripped and fell in an awkward manner in front of a girl… tsk tsk... so malu…

Just finished my rj and doing this post in heatwave… coz tt perv having he’s hair cut… supposedly to have track training, but was cancelled after a meeting.. lol. Then wanted to play bball… but perv’s appointment was at 6.. in the end we reached at 8 -.-.. so no bball... shopping instead… finding bag and wallet… the teddy bear bag from ink caught my attention.. but perv say it does not match me leh… dun get us wrong.. we’re not gays… juz brothers =D

Finally did some thinking… not really thinking… juz re-evaluating certain things… too hectic with sch work… guess I’ll need to buck up to counter those ‘good grades hungry’ classmates of mine… really buay tahan… nabei! Simple spelling error they also wanna kbkb… then there’s hypocrites.. fast right? Juz 3 weeks… haix.. ccb… no mood study sia.. see the way they ask question sian ½ liao…

Okok… back to re-evaluating.. hmm… so tomorrow’s the last lesson of my Go class, not really lesson.. but it’s more of an appraisal class… wait… it IS an appraisal class.. gonna buck up… someone was conferred vice captain.. alittle jealous la… I’m being fake if I say I’m not… I mean.. tt person has no leadership and skills are below mine!? Wtf man… but look on the bright side.. I can say that I’ve beat the vice captain when I do that, which is very soon… when there is time… no need to worry when I’m beaten by others… coz I’m juz a puny shrimp… haha

Track is still the same, training being disrupted coz I wanna work.. supposedly to train 2 times a week, but I only turn up at most 1 time per week lol… pe lesson.. but I’m making it a point to juz work 1 weekend per week for the sake of studies and training… and also other things la..

Think I’ve really grown up too fast, or should I say, time is short? Maybe… it seems like my only means of defense is juz changing the topic through laming. There are lots of things I wanna say, but I can’t, coz of the overly sized ego of mine. -.-.. I wanna remain a child, but that would leave too many weakpoint easily available to people in this dog eat dog society… I wanna be mature, but I can’t coz of the kid in me.. it’s ironic right? I guess that’s how this world is, the fat wans to slim down whereas the thin ones wanna get fat… people who are short wanna grow taller but those who are tall wanna be short… I’m one of them… it’s so nice to see people cheer for you when you are playing a bball game with short stature… you go pass a tall player, you’re a pro… but for those tall people, it’s a normal thing and if you fail to do that, you’re noob.

But when you lame too much, people take you lightly… though I’m sometimes ‘bullied’ at my workplace, but everyone’s like a family.. so there isn’t much problem.. it’s just that in class… I’m sick of pretending someone I’m not,m I just wanna be quiet and left alone in a corner during lessons, but this behaviour would only earn me a big F…

Haha… thing it’s the chocs immelia got me… I get hyper a while after ingesting them, but I’ll spend the next 3 days having mild depression? Lol…

Siao liao la…. Dun feel like publishing this post.. too emo… now I noe wad it is meant by there’s no privacy over the internet.. tt cursed-ed yuqi (=P) found this sit of mine juz by typing her name in yahoo?! Wtf!?!?!? Wa lao… you better dun tell the rest my add horx…


edit: yey! got the teddy bear bag... perv gave it to me as a belated b'dae gift... once again.. we're not gays =D... he gt a gf.. and i'm aiming mine =P