was working full shift on sun... nothing big really happened..

mon... nothing too.. went fishing at pier one with a large grp of people before working..

today... went for track training... now blogging here..


guess different people have different uses for blogs.. some just use it to record what they did.. wheareas there might be stupid emo people like me pouring our hearts out using blog as the only source of output...

during training... saw a couple of MGS girls playing soccer using a crushed tin can... started a discussion among ourselves... is actually our childhood how it used to be fun kicking things around.. but as we grow up, we lost interest, sometimes, we even claim it to be childish.... still remember that i USED to sleep with my soft toys. I even gave them names, but one was thrown away by my mom coz i was mischevious, I kicked a big fuss and sulked for weeks. somehow i even made a stupid promise to stay with them... haha... but i guess i broked my promise, all of them are chucked in the corner of my wardrobe, hardly taking a look at them...

so there's recollections, how i used to pass my pri sch days... there're even times now that i'll walk the route i used to take during my pri sch days to re-experience everything again.. but when i do it, it's always in the middle of the night when no one else is around... i guess work has turned me this way, i've nv see the streets bustling with life for a long time... even when i return home from work, i can take my own sweet time jay walking...

guess i'm turning old eh? 2 more years and my age will start with a '2'

no idea why... have been debating with myself. maybe what people may say it as the inner demon.. alot of topics i asked myself... the elder generations will tell us that we reap what we sow? how often is it correct? 2 people may put in as much effort, but what they gain maybe different. there's factors such as intelligence as well as external factors... how often is it when we get pissed off/jealous at other people who did better then us and yet did not put in any effort, whereas we are the ones putting in all the effort to receive a 'C' or 'D'??

conclusion? what we'll gain from all of our hardwork throughout our life is ultimately DEATH.. it's like playing a board game such as snakes and ladders, there's an ending, but our ending will be our social status of that time we died...

sad eh?

no idea why i'm so emo this few days... maybe it's all the work, or maybe it's coz i ran in the rain around botanic gardens.... maybe