time for a proper blog...

so i've been thinking.. wad should i think? lol! sorry.. my posting ends here coz i've not been thinking.. hahhaah..

-joking- though it's not funny

tt's the sad part.. i'm not thinking recently... logical or illogically.. it's either work or rest.. including fishing... it's a rare thing that i finally get to slow down my pace and have 2 days of off

totally engrossed in things associated with the paranormal... learning witchcraft.. but have difficulty in formulating incantations.. can't find any of the fomulas...

learning go from the beginning again... guess i'll put away the supplementary books i've bought... impeding my progress... i'm learning how to atk.. but i think i should stick to surrounding land..

it's been a week since i can open my eyes wide... lol... it's always 1/2 opened nowadays due to work and the short sleep hours i had.. guess my sleep debt is always accumilating... always dozed off when i'm in a transport

done some shopping... now i juz need a haircut and a new bag... shopping is always based on impulse... bought 2 almost identical earrings... bought a tmac5... guess i'll probably be laugh at on the court by other players coz of my skills.. -.-

no idea why.. my self esteem is real low nowadays