yey! finally get to log off at 11pm... been working till 0030 for the past few days...

the week passed really fast.... PB0106 is history..

So we had our chalet on the 8,9,10.. on the 8th... met the lagger/gay avan, idly and gay chou at pasir ris... suppose to meet at 2... but reach there ast 2.30.. cannot blame me wad... the mrt lagging... then they so gay.. wanna take bus to the chalet.. so no choice followed them.. went to book in then put down our barang barang b4 leaving for the sheng siong @ bedok.. took a bus, saw a baby orgas, a little upskirt of a sec sch girl.. lol.. the angle dunno why so perfect.. then tt gay avan is actually interested too.. hahah.. amazed me.. reached sheng siong.. buy everything.. over budget by bout $40... haix.. then i left for Go training liao.. so happy.. wahhaha.. beat tt xiulan liao... finally found the method.. gonna beat her next week too.. went back... thenthe rest arrived also.. guess wad... they slept in the night... so left the guys.. watched soccer.. but so sian... went to sleep in the end.. i've come to a conclusion from soccer... it's about 20 guys trying to hanky panky with each other, touching each other to turn each other on.. and the refree is there to maintain the situation.. hahahah..

9th.. woked up at 7.. then go eat bk.. kaox.. sian lor... then play arcade... the UFO machine cheapskate de.. is not UFO machine is 'pinch the pooh bear cheek' machine... played till 11++ then went back... the rest slept... but ben cher and avan making music.. buay tahan.. went to prepare the squid... ordered pizza... then bbq start at around 5... food was alright la.. but dunno why my chix wing turn out so black lehx... -_-?? then derrek ang came... he's tiger like got prob lehx... drink liao body dun feel too good... midnight came... nothing to do.. trying to keep ourself awake... tried going to the beach.. but still nothing to do.. slept in the end... 4am

10th... woked up at 8... wa lao... actually wanna wake up at 6 de.. then chiong cab.. coz i still hab to work.. so bo bian.. dun wan spend so much $$ to experience traffic jam.. took the mrt instead... reach home at 9.30 am.. slept till 3 pm.. ate then went to work till oo3o..

today woke up at 0800 to play bballl... but dissapointing la... finished the routine then come back bath and off to work liao...


so many things in my mind now.. but the most afraid is the shanbei people.. coz we seem to drift apart.. especially when we reached 18... when we have a world of our own liao.. a little bit sad la... friends since sec 1... then now.. coz of society... people are busy with earning money, while other got dunno wad special reasons.. another thing is PB0106... it seems like we are not tt close.. but no idea why, there is something special bout this class that makes me wanna remember them... dunno is it coz of the lagger and the gang or coz of dota...

then.. somethign unpleasant happened during the chalet la... for me.. coz i didn't wan to get someone something... it's kinda dumb to me.. getting things coz people wanted it.. where's the meaning then??

another thing is the stupid thing called bgr la... accompanied someone home... felt alittle weird.. then when i went for the chalet, i was thinking... am i sending the wrong message? or is it wad it want... but i guess i'll be giving it a miss again... coz... 我放不下。。所以我拿不起。。。

there'll be a race at the turf city on the 17th... marathon.. coach want us to go for it.. but as usual.. i'm backing out.. i'm thinking.. did i really train hard? after all the complains i made during training... did i really give my best like what i said when i explain to coach? felt so useless la.. cannot meet coach's espectation...

i'll be uploading the photos another day la... so tired...