Friday, March 24, 2006
[11:20 AM]

should pick up where i left off..

on wed... went to work early in the morning.. got hack at 1pm.. but before tt... got to have a heart to heart chat with carlos... crappy guy who gives good advice... regarding bgr and life... he told me... even if i was to go steady, i still lead a life of my own, so nv accomodate the other party.. nv give the whole of yourself to her.. he even ask me... the girl i've been waiting for suddenly decides to get a bf and the guy is more suitable? sit down and cry? he just said i think too much.. should let nature take it's course... all this things are part and parcels of life... should learn how to handle... it's these that build up one's characteristic...

but like wad hui they all tell me... have i really go after her? i guess my ans is no, i didn't really go after her... ironic? yes i muz say.. but i don't know why.. there are so many things i don noe.. no wonder they called me dunnovan... is it coz i don knoe? or i didn't want to know?? wad hand quoted from lucaz.. so wad if one has a bf.. so wad if she's married.. marriage is written on a piece of paper, tt goes the same for divorce..

lol.. but i guess i'm not tt chek arc enuff.. or to put it in other way.. i'm juz a coward.

also talked about life... our problems... finally realise.... i didn't waste my sec 2.. though i mugged the whole year.. i gained something.. knowledge, which is required to make $$... we then make $$ to work for us, growing even more $$.. told me not to live in the shadows of anyone le... everyone is different, i may suck at studying, but i may be good at other thing. it's juz tt i haven't found out yet...

so when we finished talking, we slacked another 1.5hr as there isn't any customer... went fishing.. hahah.. i went to feed the fishes to be precise... but 1 fish more noob then me... got caught by me... lol! finished round 5pm.. ordered spag pollo from vic then went for chess..

didn't have any chess class tt day, we went to a chinese tea restaurant near outram to play... the tea is nice, the food is nicer.. ended round 9pm... the sp teacher treated us...

went back matilda bay to distribute flyers.. 2.30pm... uber fun.. vic, weiwen and i have challenged each other... ran up multi story car parks... reached home at 3 and slept at 3.30...

woke up the next day at 8.30 pm... no choice la.. play bball.. hui's bdae somemore.. knnbccb... played on the slippery floor.. everyone fell at least once.. haha... another enjoying day... went for dota later... till 4pm... went home bath then went out again.. coz we meeting each other at chomp chomp... kaox.. they tell me meet 5... then change time also nv tell me.. lucky i was late.. haha.. reached at 5.20... but supposed to meet at 5.30.. ordered soursoap.. guess i'm gonna die of over heatiness... they arrived... ordered sting ray, la la, kang kong, cray fish, satay, sugar cane juice and fish head soup.. tok cock sing song... then went ice^3 to chill.. nice ice cream... then the kahlua is nice.. but i dun think it's pure de.. hahah... saw razeez at cafe cartel... went matilda bay for a drink after tt with hui, hand and perv.. lol

during the day... got ps by my good ol' PB 01-06... wtf?! i was rushing home from my bball session and then avam called and say a few not going.. esp the organizer... knnbccb.. damn du lan... was still the one tt say muz go... plan for mths liao...knn.. make me travel and walk for nothing.. still have to waste 1 trip of mrt fare.. cb....

tt's all.. damn shag.. still have to work till 2 am later on