forgive me bout the previous post... guess it's time to reorganize my thoughts...

been thinking of what i'm actually thinking... the day changes to night... from 1 pm to 5 pm, how the sky changes.. seasonal changes... been working at matilda bay for about 6mths? yeah... everyweek faceing the punggol island.. noticed how the coniferous trees are changing.. now to pale brown.. I guess working full shifts on sundays is considered a gift. the sea is nice.how the wind creates the waves and how the tide changes..

how bout dreams? been hearing vic talked about it. so brandon has left for australia to pursue he's engineering studies... vic has finally managed to get into the kitchen of a seafood restaurant.. but he isn't happy. wondered why.. he's been telling me since i know him bout working in a seafood restaurant. but now? he's been wanting to get back to the western food restaurant. he told me what derrick has told me b4... there's a time for everything. it was onced he's dream, but he's dream was being fulfilled too late..

been wondering... how many of my dreams are exactly my dreams? or how many of them are there because someone has it? to be with her? to get an internship for law? so how many of them are exactly mine? am i able to hold on to them as i did in the past?

today's the last lesson for the culture module.. 15+ weeks with my class... tt's not consider a long time.. nor is it a short time. wondering how i should feel. i mean.. i've been through this during the first sem... but why do i feel a weight on my chest? is it coz i'm ageing day by day and do not know what i've accomplished?

but one thing tt i'm sure about... i still miss her