so...had a little chat wib someone last night.. felt slightly better now.. though there are still somethings tt i cannot figure out.. I'll feel more instead of thinking k??

seriously... i've been thinking of changing since sec 3 till recently... when i look bacl... i'm wondering... is the change worth it? where's the jie hao that doesn't give a damn about everything.. who is just contented to be able to play basketball everyday.. to ka chiao girls... and when some girls confessed to him.. he just breaks her heart and ignore her.... life is so relaxed... with no major needs... behave how he wans... express what he feels like.. dress he's own style when he doesn't have one.. he juz live in his own world...

but now... i roughly know why i can't figure things out.. thx to cognitive skills... -_-".. i'm scared.. yes.. you've read it.. i'm scared.... a new chapter of my life... uncharted territory..

heard alot of teens saying the word 'love' to their other part... but how much do they mean it? 3 mths? this word is really heavy... alot of responsibilities... am i able to take on?