so it's gonna be another christmas spent alone this yr again.. maybe not really.. guess i'll be working... life may seem to return to the same.. reading comics and playing basketball... but is it really the same?

i guess dad was right again... yea... since when is he wrong? I want everything.. yet i can't handle all of them.. i'm being juz greedy

felt so sad... she seems to create a barrier around herself... maybe it's just me.. but zixian noticed it also.. haix... when i said that about not wanting something now... it doesn't mean i dun want it.. it's juz that i can't.....

guess we ain't true to our feelings in front of each other bahx... always hiding what we really feel and acting ignorant... think that's wad people deem as 'escapist' bahx...

though the time is not right yet... but i'm waiting... i want to understand and know you better before taking a step further... I didn't make any wrong choice when i told you.. I hope.....




think philosophy is always being misinterpreted.. only till recently then i realise the true meaning of 'do not regret what you did... regret wad you didn't do' normal people think that there is no point of regreting.. but did one notice? it's actually a matter of english.. for eg... i regret going to work for the first 3 mth... and i regret not going to jc for the first 3 mth. isn't it the same? it's juz a matter of phrasing... therefore.. in life.. there's too much regrets... we can't afford the time to be remorse... life's gotta move on