juz woke up... no i'm not a pig... it's not what u all are thinking! i din sleep for 12 hrs.. hahah.. managed to keep myself awake till 3 am... class chalet... lolx... not really quite wad i expect la... there are still gaps in between us.. gaps that mean we can't really show our real self and party in front of people... lolx.. only some of us managed to do it -_-"...

so there was alot of alcohol drinking.. eew.. whisky sux... johhny walker wasn't tt bad... hahah.. too bad i only get to drink the red label and not the black one... *mutters* wasted..

then tried breezer etc gina alcohol.. 5% one.. haha... fruit juice =P.. bbq wasn't tt successful.. haha... coz only gt chix wings and hotdog -_-"... but the food Benasir prepared was superb.. thx.. lol

finally break the news to her yesterday.. sorry... i've alot of things that i've yet to do.. i don't have any remaining time and energy for you... so it's either i give you the best or i dun... guess i chose the latter part.. i dun deny i somehow like you like.. but this is not the time... juz like wad derrick always says.. there's always a time for everything.. somehow like a season... but i guess it's not now for me.. you dun really have to hold on to your emotions... it's not like as if i dun noe wads going on.. it's just that i chose to keep it silent... if possible.. i hope that you dun wait for me.. (haha.. i'm not tt noble too)... if the day whereby the 'season' really came... i'll win you back from whatever guy you are with.. (wow.. where did my confidence come from??)... but if you ever need me, i'll be there for you (sheesh.. wad an old line!)