So my grandpa’s wake is finished… think a lot of my relatives are just shedding crocodile tears… they were all joking and laughing their way when the monks are doing the rites and on the last day of the funeral, during the wake, they just cried.. 1 person… just married into the kuah family… also cried.. wth… she doesn’t even know the person who died well… -_-“

Then on one of the days… my 4th uncle came to preach to me again bout what results etc etc -_-“ say what all the members of the kuah family all very smart.. ccb

Yesterday was the wake…. Found out that my cousins felt the way I do… which is nothing… come on la… everyone have to pass away.. and my grandpa is 92 yrs old…. Enuff already…

After the cremating, I just felt some something.. I don’t know what… dunno if is it I miss my grandpa, or is it that I feel guilty coz I took a taxi down (hey… I have a test that morning ok and I have to reach within 45mins… from redhill to amk) or is it I’m just afraid of the match.. I don’t know…. I guess I’ll never know..

Yesterday’s match.. was horrible… we won though.. against jeffrey toh’s team.. that fucker.. damn cheat.. play till so rough.. I rejected one of his ball…. Then he pretend to have muscle cramp.. and I got a foul coz of that.. that happens during the over time.. opponent was weak.. but coz something weird happen…. I took 5 shots… or maybe 6.. which is all right on target.. but the ball just rolled out of the ring… wtf.. last shot I took I purposely hit the board… so sure go in.. but the ball went in half way then bounce out -_-“.. same thing happened to another member of mine…. But we won la…. Hope staff team lose all the way