"selection favors the rare and disfavors the common" is this the reason everyone is trying to be different, to stand out? to avoid elimination by nature? less than 50 days.. and i'd have graduated. end of school life. end of being a student. not that i enjoy studying any way.. maybe it's just the company. or being a 'kid' wonder how will things change. finally a reason to stop goofing around? doing things adults do without being judged as being a poser? but what if i continue to deck out in skinnies and high cuts.. will i be judged? what if i cannot get a decent job? what if i become a hobo? am i taking the easy way out? on a different note.. it seems that the problem lies with me. i do get accepted into groups.. its just that i think or maybe i feel that the groups are not suited for me. the bikers. the runners. people. why do i just reject others?