sorry dad. but you do know how i am when my mind's made up. that's also one of the reasons why i prefer to do things without getting any consent. since the chances of getting the green light's pretty... low but now comes in uncertainty. one of the things in life which i hate most. face it. i love to be in control. every factor every steps has been taken into consideration before things are done. so that i would not be hit in the blind spot. unpredictability just throws the balance off; makes me feel helpless. maybe that's why i hate surprises