Tuesday, August 03, 2010
[12:14 AM]

I brought home the lil ninjas to untangle them and it took me less then 15 mins

it took other people more then that to untangle them and yet failed. maybe that's just how life is. people crossed each other paths and become associated with them only for that event/period of time or due to certain circumstances. After that, they'll just leave each other. maybe that's just how my life is. was quite surprised that some of my friends would actually remember me and asked how i am doing through other people as it have never struck my mind that i'm someone worthy of that. moving into someone's path and yet leaving no footprints have already been considered one of my forte.

first part of the orientation have ended and i managed to survived it. not saying that's its any bad; but instead, its actually good but too good for a person who doesn't really mingle well like me. with the ending of the orientation, it seems just like de javu, just that it happens to many time before. how irony is that though everyone experience different things in different phases in life, mine is just like de javu, happening again and again.

my relationship with someone was exposed during the orientation and i must say i really hate it alot. it's not that i hate to be associated with that person but i've been living in his shadows for the past decade and i have my path to walk. we're completely two different person. please stop thinking that we're alike.

was determining if i should join the science club or continue with sports. i like both place equally but the thing that is preventing me from joining the science club would be because of that person. it does sound pretty unreasonable for me to put all the blame on that person when it isn't his fault in the first place but that's people's perception, again, they will expect me to do what he will do and what i do will be accredited to him. i do believe that science club would allow me to know more acquaintance which some may or may not be those people i trust but joining sports would definitely let me find the camaraderie i've been constantly seeking