social night's finally over. as usual, everyone's putting up a false front their best in front of their dates. everything's about hypocrisy inside here. somebody help. i'm being sucked into this whirlpool.

currently in man/robot mode. just doing everything i'm being told to and shutting off later on. hope i get put to a new place where every can just be truthful to each other. it somehow sucks to know how a friend you've known for so long turn out to be who he isn't what you made him out to be.

i miss touching the ball. the organization is just simple draining the life force out of me.


and he hit it from the baseline....




Never Say Never - The Fray

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