2 weeks in the new 'department' and all i can say is that all that glitters is not gold.

i have really no idea how those people even landed there at the first place. oh. yea. maybe with their mouth and through pulling ties. the people there are both inefficient and selfish. all they did whole day is just to whine and complain, thinking things would happen. i would think that people in my previous 'department' would make better leaders; both physically and mentally.

maybe that's why they say the peecees and peeasses on the island are usually those from the bottom of the list. they should've open their eyes wider and choosing the people.



ok. enough of rants. maybe i just feel inferior. it's tough to accept the fact that you did not make it initially and went to the 2nd best. but after 'promoting,' you found out that those people are actually of more inferior calibre then you/people from the 2nd best. they do not even deserve to be there initally...



it's just as if history's repeating itself again. being in a place which i don't belong to. pure soul corruption. they try to mold you into someone you're not. someone they want you to be. its no wonder the uncles say the people there are actors but he hopes we'd not lose ourself at the end of the term. once again, i have to put on a mask... the grass is not always greener on the other side.