Monday, January 21, 2008
[11:11 PM]

I don't know if there's ever such thing as fate... but there are times when things happen too 'coincidentally'.

knocked off early from the data entry job for the tuition assignment but for some weird reason, i drifted away from my norm. usually, i'll reach the place early for some bites; which includes the bakery or the hawker center. but for just today, i had a walk in ntuc.

thought to be a normal one with biscuit and chocolate milk, i met my kindergarten chinese teacher (though an ex-classmate of mine says she's the principal). she seems to recognise me. i don't know how she knew it but just call it a hunch. smiled to her and she smiled back.

well. it may seem like a basic courtesy. remember when RP was still at tanglin;i would take the NEL every morning and without fail, i'll meet her everyday on my way to the station. naturally, i smiled and she replied with another smile. however, i stop doing that. i was thinking 'does she think i'm a pervert who just smiled at her?' or 'that's basic courtesy'

rught just now, i wanted to ask her if she remembered me for who i am but sad to say, i didn't see her. there are so many things that i want to say to her. i wanted to ask if she feels discourage that the students she taught in the past turn out to be some delinquent or one that doesn't seem to have learnt what she've imparted. i was thinking what was my impression i gave to her with the hairstyle and dressing.

maybe that's why mind reading is something that is not within our grasp but yet so sought after... maybe