oh great.

Isa's quitting the team. Carrine and Lynly cried a whole. wonder what's the big fuss, since he's just quitting the team, not dead.

i have to admit, the whole team's morale is rather low. Zixian and I tried to take over he's place, but I don't think I'm up to it. Maybe I should just admit I'm weak and back out, like I always do I don't even know why I'm running at the first place, and why I'm holding on to it. but i've persevered the training for so long? oh ya, i initailly joined track to build up my speed for basketball, but now, road run? far distance? maybe i should just continue to delude mysel and continue running.

The other day, some pastor came to preach, wanted to ask him somethings, it seems like everytime i have a problem, these guys will appear, but it seems like i'm not ready to give up the faith i had and build up for myself over the years