had 2 terrible nightmare last night... one was bad enough.. slpt at 10+.. but was woken up at 12am++.. went back to slept.. another nightmare... woke up with the feeling i didn't have a wink at all... every part of the body felt so wrong... felt so sick.. food seems to be tasteless..

seems like i've really become a workaholic.. matilda needed someone ytd.. coz tt dumb kelvin fly aeroplane again... but thx.. found dozens of reasons to dissuade myself from working... studied some weiqi...

morning was alright... managed to 'change' grp.. haha.. kinda fun.. Avan = gay =P hahaha...

lesson finished.. played dota.. till i forgot the time for the track and field meeting.. haha.. waste time also... tt ben bullshits alot... saying one thing to make himself look good but he don't practice it... crapper... wanted to tell him.. i'm committed.. but when i see the sight of him, my committment drop by 50%... knn.. trying to act funny.. basket... muz find one day make him look bad.. hope he dun become my faci...

so the O's results are out.. a couple of friends i noe are changing school.. well.. there's no such thing as an everlasting feast.. knew tt since sec 1... felt alittle empty.. but no idea why again.. it's always a question of W-H-Y... need some answers la.. haven got my deck yet.. haix.. come to think again... even if they didn't change school... we change class every sem.. so wad are the chances of meeting each other in sch? haha... seems like there's alot of thing swirling in my mind today.... guess it's coz of the splitting of class again bahx....

dunno if this sense/ability/crap of mine is a gift or a curse.. hated it... why can't i be one of those innocent and naive people who don't about their surroundings? haix... why must i know that much?