went to derrick's bbq ytd.. food was superb.. the caterer was good.. saw someone unexpected over there.. came to ask me if i still hab feelings for her and who is the other her that i've fallen for... no answers la.. i'm confused myself.. numbing myself, supressing my feelings just to accomplish things that i haven done...

weiqi: still damn careless.. everytime i try to be benevolent to the opponent by not letting them lose so badly, i end up losing because of it... tt's what happened during wed's course.. tt player.. left small piece of land only.. then i let her live bigger, but in the end i killed myself.. nv be benevolent... kill when the opportunity arise and not let them turn the tables

bball: still a retard at it.. can't have a break through yet.. *sigh*

bgr: don't even wanna talk about it... that can leave to later.. stupid thing.. make me so confused...

when i went home at dhob ghaut mrt... saw so many loving couples.. so fortunate... felt so empty, lonely... well.. guess that's the route i've taken... but i'm not really tt lonely.. zixian is there for me.. as well as aaron, zhong hui, shing choon etc etc... and shi hao la... road to DAN!

tt's all.. so people pls.. dun ask me about bgr... i'm really tired of it... i'm already very glad and feeling lucky that someone would even fall for a person like me.. haha...