Thursday, December 29, 2005
[11:27 AM]

now waiting for my music download to complete so that I can upload it to my mp3 player...

life's boring.. hahah

ytd... fermented at home.. think i taste better then red wine now.. haha... so played dota wib bro... then went to mac wib him.. he ask question regarding my work la.. haha... but somehow felt uncomfortable... yeah... think that's what happen when 2 bros can only use game as a common topic.. i guess i'm already creating barriers between my family and me... like what happened on tue... went to have dinner with dad... then he talk about the society... wad the world doesn't consist of you alone bla bla bla.. purpose of the talk? to make me look more presentable.. ask me cut my hair short... fuck.... really digust me... why must you care about the world? you can't please everyone.. might as well please yourself. almost turn into an arguement la... stupid traditions, stupid social stereotypes... fucking policemen... long hair, dye hair or gt tattoo = ah beng?! spot check ppl.. guess that's what's creating the stereotypes la... ppl see police checking other ppl wib long hair or dyed hair = bad people... cheesepie... fighting to change this stupid stereotype... who knows.. maybe 10 yrs later, you see me being the member of PAP wib long and dyed hair.. hahah.. MAYBE.. so since they don't understand my purpose of doing things, what for explain.. wasting time... ok.. back to the topic.. so after lunch at Mac... went home play dota again.. till dad return.. haha.. then went J8 fdor dinner coz bro needs to change he's ipod nano @ cine then i need to go for Go lesson... lesson was ok la... too tired from dota-ing.. almost snoozed off... then played wib another person...actually win liao.. then i requested we change side... so i continue playing where she left off and vice versa.. i won 1 seed...hahah.. self contentment... able to turn the tables... but seriously la.. when changing the side, i realised the flaws of my play when i didn't even notice when playing the initial side.. i guess that's a flaw of humans la... only thinking 1 sided... so usually the opponent or the 3rd party have a clearer picture of their opponent.. bah.. what am i toking... heck la.. i get it can le..

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argh! can't it go faster?!?! forget it.. go pack bag first.. still got go ig @ 1pm.. then after tt got training... ZzZ.. dun feel like going for either of them